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Fabulous Decline

by Fabulous Decline

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1.
What should I do to make you see? Iā€™m not him and Iā€™ll never be What should I say to make you move? Is that all you got to live on? And if I give enough to you It wouldnā€™t make a wish come true What have I done? To move you to shape you What have I done? Did I hold on too long? What have I done? What did I doā€¦ wrong? How come you make a fool outta me? No one cares No one cares Why do I do it to myself and sadly go back again ā€˜Cause if I ever wanted more youā€™d disappear, of that Iā€™m sure What have I done? To hurt you to shake you What have I done? Did I take too long? What have I done? And what did I doā€¦ wrong? What have I done? To move you to shape you What have I done? Did I hold on too long? What have I done? To hurt you to shake you What have I done? Did I take too long? What have I done? To show you to change you What have I done? Was I asking enough? What have I done? What did I doā€¦ wrong?
2.
Paramount 04:45
She was my first She was everything I dreamed We had common thirsts We had similar wants & needs She made me smile She had my child And then she kicked me to the curb And there I was amongst the sheep fresh out of the doghouse, as it were She doesnā€™t worry about my sanity She doesnā€™t care what I might be thinking It doesnā€™t concern her none but itā€™s paramount to me I have my faults This, iā€™ll be the first to admit But I gave it my all Whoā€™d have ever thoughtā€¦ itā€™d come to fists? She was so wild I was beguiled and havenā€™t learned my lesson since She doesnā€™t worry about my sanity She doesnā€™t care what I might be thinking It doesnā€™t concern her none but itā€™s paramount to me
3.
Who are you to say you love me and treat me like you do? Iā€™m so over you Iā€™m so over you Waste of time, you say you love me Iā€™m not that confused Itā€™s all I can do not to run from you Now is no time If you really wanna fall to pieces I donā€™t mind Find another shoulder because mine ainā€™t gonna be the one on which you cry Youā€™re still lying still Remember when I said I loved you? All you could ask was ā€œWhy?ā€ Now I realize Now I realize Who are you to talk that sweet talk to others you pass by Youā€™re living a lie Goodbye, oh goodbye Now is no time If you really wanna fall to pieces I donā€™t mind Just keep talking because all I really wanna hear is ā€œlie, lie, lieā€ Youā€™re still lying still Now is no time If you really wanna fall to pieces I donā€™t mind Find another shoulder because mine ainā€™t gonna be the one on which you cry Youā€™re still lying still Who are you to say you love me and treat me like you do? Iā€™m so over you Iā€™m so over you
4.
Do you wake from your sleepā€¦ pretending I was just a bad dream I often wonder If you were good enough for meā€¦ then, baby, why didnā€™t you stayā€¦ oh, just a little longer? Is it something wrong with meā€¦ or something you were looking forā€¦ you just didnā€™t find? Itā€™s so hard toā€¦ understand whenā€¦ you canā€™t quite decide If youā€™re wonderingā€¦ why it happenedā€¦ Itā€™s just a flaw in the design I never meant toā€¦ confound you I never meant toā€¦ it just happenedā€¦ Love It was your insanity It made a thousand parts of meā€¦ and sent them flying Iā€™m somewhere late at nightā€¦ and youā€™re not by my sideā€¦ and Iā€™m still crying Youā€™re still two steps ahead of me But, baby, I wonā€™t stay two steps behind Itā€™s so hard toā€¦ understand whenā€¦ you canā€™t quite decide I understand yourā€¦ frustrationā€¦ Itā€™s just a flaw in the design I never meant toā€¦ confound you I never meant toā€¦ it just happenedā€¦ Love Itā€™s so hard toā€¦ understand whenā€¦ you canā€™t quite decide If youā€™re wonderingā€¦ why it happenedā€¦ Itā€™s just a flaw in the design You were checking out I was checking inā€¦ at least, most of the time I never meant toā€¦ confound you I never meant toā€¦ it just happenedā€¦ Love
5.
I ainā€™t ever once rememberedā€¦ how good it felt I never wanted nothingā€¦ until you left But it feels like being forsakenā€¦ for the thousandth time If I donā€™t make sure you get what you want Well, now, what did you find? Maybe something of mine? Was something missing? Are you forgetting something? Gave you a piece of my mind Just ā€˜cause Iā€™m out of lineā€¦ it doesnā€™t mean youā€™re specialā€¦ ā€˜cause youā€™re not specialā€¦ to no one I donā€™t even want to think ofā€¦ What could have been I never understood why we did the things we did So now I wanna say goodbyeā€¦ and throw it awayā€¦ but no oneā€™s gonna let me off today Well, now, what did you find? Maybe something of mine? Was something missing? Are you forgetting something? Gave you a piece of my mind Just ā€˜cause Iā€™m out of lineā€¦ it doesnā€™t mean youā€™re special It doesnā€™t mean youā€™re specialā€¦ to no one Well, now, what did you find? Maybe something of mine? Was something missing? Are you forgetting something? Gave you a piece of my mind Just ā€˜cause Iā€™m out of lineā€¦ it doesnā€™t mean youā€™re specialā€¦ ā€˜cause youā€™re not specialā€¦ to no one To no one To no one To no one To no one To no one To no one at all
6.
I opened the door for herā€¦ one day at school I told her she looked nice I played my act well Kept it proper and coolā€¦ but it kept me up that night It was hardā€¦ to denyā€¦ that the girl had caught my eyeā€¦ and soon I let my feelingsā€¦ fly But youā€¦ were unoriginal Youā€¦ were unoriginal A familiar kiss As days turned to weeksā€¦ I started seeing the signsā€¦ but I wouldnā€™t accept them The essence of trustā€¦ had slipped out of my mind Probably, for the better You were mine But I feared With my luck Youā€™d be more geared Towards fucking another guy Itā€™s true Youā€™re unoriginal Itā€™s youā€¦ like more than several Youā€¦ were unoriginal Thatā€™s you Iā€™m overly criticalā€¦ of a familiar kiss
7.
Donā€™t you feel likeā€¦ surrendering yourself? Youā€™re a wanted man It hurts you so bad And you feel likeā€¦ nothing adds up It seems real enoughā€¦ but is it real? And I canā€™t get it out of my head Iā€™ll remember every word that you said We did a lot for you You donā€™t hate us You repaid usā€¦ when you made us oblivious to war What an upsetā€¦ itā€™ll be whenā€¦ you realize thatā€¦ no one is listening Nobody loves youā€¦ anymore When you feel likeā€¦ no one has your back Youā€™re part of the planā€¦ and youā€™ve been had So, are we hereā€¦ waiting for the dayā€¦ when your time is throughā€¦ and so are you What a grand and glorious dayā€¦ when they take your bombs away We did a lot for you You donā€™t hate us You repaid usā€¦ when you made us oblivious to war What an upsetā€¦ itā€™ll be whenā€¦ you realize thatā€¦ no one is listening Nobody loves youā€¦ anymore We did a lot for you You donā€™t hate us You repaid usā€¦ when you made us oblivious to war What an upsetā€¦ itā€™ll be whenā€¦ you realize thatā€¦ nobodyā€™s listening Nobody loves youā€¦ anymore
8.
You always sayā€¦ if I ever leave youā€¦ Iā€™ll never find anyone quite the same If thatā€™s the caseā€¦ Iā€™ll be packing my things Pretty soon I wonā€™t even remember your name If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want? Any other dayā€¦ Iā€™d be packing to leave Iā€™m annoyed by everything that you are Iā€™d be far awayā€¦ and youā€™d never see me Would it make you happy, or would you want more? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want? How come you think that you are better than you are? One day youā€™ll realize how worthless you really are And when you feel like thereā€™s no one there that caresā€¦ donā€™t think of me If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get what you want? If youā€™re so good, why donā€™t you get everything that you want?
9.
She never had to work for no one Theyā€™ve always handed her everything Never a girl more undeserving Never a crumb left on her plate She always said sheā€™d find a good oneā€¦ line up a few kids, and settle down She always gets what she deservesā€¦ so, mark my words: I hope that someday she gets hers She never took advice from no one She always thought she knew everything Like a figment of imagination Like some simple childhood game She always lived like thereā€™s no tomorrow I reckon she could hardly recall my name She only wants it until itā€™s hersā€¦ or so Iā€™ve heard I hope that someday she gets hers I know that someday sheā€™ll get hers
10.
In Between 03:08
Until tonight I have strayed Through the calm And the storm Because tonight Iā€™m awake Thereā€™ll be no more after all Thereā€™s so much New to feel Without the weather Tonight And so, no more You can go Maybe then youā€™ll be Alright Isnā€™t this exactly who I was supposed to be? Did you really think Iā€™d up and stop? But somewhere in between What I need to say And how the words came out You fell for me By tomorrow Iā€™ll be gone Thereā€™ll be no one To pick on Iā€™m not sure What to think Where should I begin alone? If thereā€™s no Room to ask Why would there be room To lie? If youā€™re not On my map How should I know where to hide? Isnā€™t this right where we were supposed to be? Could we have done any better at all? But somewhere in between What I need to say And how the words came out You fell for me You fell for me
11.
Songs come easy when youā€™re sad They pour from the heart And pull its strings Itā€™s not hard to understand Once youā€™re introduced To the idea When thereā€™s someone in your life And you love them so much You canā€™t complain Melodies arenā€™t hard to find But there are no words That can explain I donā€™t write the music for myself Or for anybody else Itā€™s not like I have anything to prove But at any rate, baby This is my song forā€¦ You were sleeping when I left Couldnā€™t help but thinkā€¦ It wasnā€™t fair You belonged to someone else But when we kissed I didnā€™t care Soon we once again crossed paths And it played out like a love scene Whoā€™d have ever guessed weā€™d last Through the ups and downs And in betweens I donā€™t write the music for myself Or for anybody else And itā€™s not because you asked me to But at any rate, baby This is my song for you This is my song for you
12.
Take those words Drag them through the sand Take the water Pour it down the ditch Take a look at what pools at the end Bring down your glass Your favorite one You know the one Iā€™m talking about Your favorite one Dip it, not once Not just twice Dip it three times and smile Hold your breath and toss it in the air Watch our world shatter What the hell? Our love didnā€™t matter Let it reunite with the sand You Why do you need me? Whyā€¦ do you play with me? For the spectacle? For the better days? Pleasure, baby? But, maybeā€¦ I can show off that I know better, soā€¦ take off that take off that face Dirt road of my creation guides your feet Poison food I grow is the food you eat You say soā€¦ so you know that I believe Every word you sayā€¦ is the life I need Pinched nerves nervous feelings Cash in all of the above and give it to the meek who understand a little more about love And take the shit to nowhereā€¦ ā€˜cause thatā€™s somewhere that I wonā€™t be You thought I could take a jokeā€¦ but that joke took everything from me You Why do you need me? Whyā€¦ do you play with me? For the spectacle? For the better days? Pleasure, baby? But, maybeā€¦ I can show off that I know better, soā€¦ take off that take off that face You Why do you need me? Why do youā€¦ Why do you play with me? For the spectacle? For the better days? Pleasure, baby? Pleasure, baby? I can show off that I know better, soā€¦ take off that take off that face
13.
No oneā€™s picking up the phone Guess itā€™s meā€¦ and me And this little masochistā€¦ sheā€™s ready to confess All the thingsā€¦ that I never thought that she could feel, andā€¦ Hey, Jupiter Nothingā€™s been the same So are you gay? Are you blue? Thought we both could use a friend to run to Sometimes I breathe you inā€¦ and I know, you knowā€¦ And sometimes you take a swim Found your writing on my wall If my heartā€™s soaking wetā€¦ boy, your boots can leave a mess Hey, Jupiter Nothingā€™s been the same So are you gay? Are you blue? Thought we both could use a friend to run toā€¦ and I thoughtā€¦ I wouldnā€™t have to beā€¦ with youā€¦ as something new Thought I knew myself so well All the dolls I had Took my leather off the shelf Your apocalypse was fab For a girlā€¦ who couldnā€™t choose between the shower or the bath Hey, Jupiter Nothingā€™s been the same So are you gay? Are you blue? Thought we both could use a friend to run toā€¦ and I thoughtā€¦ I wouldnā€™t have to beā€¦ with youā€¦ a magazine Oooooooo Oooooooo Oooooooo Yes Oooooooo Oooooooo Oooooooo Yes No oneā€™s picking up the phone Guess itā€™s clearā€¦ heā€™s gone And this little masochistā€¦ Is lifting up her dress Guess I thoughtā€¦ I could never feel the things I feel, andā€¦ Hey, Jupiter Nothingā€™s been the same So are you gay? Are you blue? Thought we both could use a friend to run toā€¦ and I thoughtā€¦ You wouldnā€™t have to keepā€¦ with meā€¦ hidingā€¦

about

In June of 2007, I set out to record an album consisting of only acoustic guitar, synthesized strings, and vocals. The album would have been titled š˜©š˜¦š˜­š˜­š˜°š˜Ŗš˜­š˜°š˜·š˜¦š˜ŗš˜°š˜¶š˜Øš˜°š˜°š˜„š˜£š˜ŗš˜¦, but the inspiration receded as quickly as it arose. Soon, I was working on another project and left the unfinished material to sit on the shelf until the fire in my belly for it had returned.

Months later, when revisiting š˜©š˜¦š˜­š˜­š˜°š˜Ŗš˜­š˜°š˜·š˜¦š˜ŗš˜°š˜¶š˜Øš˜°š˜°š˜„š˜£š˜ŗš˜¦, the string/guitar/vocals concept seemed far too restrictive. I recorded two new rock songs before abandoning the album again. I just didn't feel like working on new music; I felt like taking a long break. It was almost another year before I picked up the guitar and hammered out six new pop rock tunes; all very different from the previous five.

Altogether, it became my twelfth full-length album since 1999, and it was officially released during the Summer of 2009. Recorded in three separate phases, over the course of two years, it was the most difficult album that I ever compiled - at least, at the time.

Since I lost the plot early on, thereā€™s no need for a title. It's just š˜š˜¢š˜£š˜¶š˜­š˜°š˜¶š˜“ š˜‹š˜¦š˜¤š˜­š˜Ŗš˜Æš˜¦, and I sincerely hope that you enjoy it.

With love,
-mort

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released September 29, 2009

Tracks 1-11 written and performed by Mort.
Track 12 written and composed by Derek G Cook
Track 13 written and composed by Tori Amos
Produced, recorded & mixed June 2007-April 2009 @ BFE and The Batcave by Adam J. Morton. Mastered May 2009 @ The Batcave. Remastered December 2023 in Mortopia. Indpndnt 036. Ā©2009-2023 Indpndnt Recordings

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